OctoberAzriel

Chapter Seven- Fear Ever been scared of the dark when you were younger. Yeah, isn't every kid afraid of the dark or of monsters in the night? I suppose so, though I guess there might be some who aren't. So what did you do when it got dark? Or when you were scared? What do you mean? What did you do to keep yourself safe at night? Every kid does something different. Some say prayers, others hide under the sheets, have the parents search the room, or they sleep with a nightlight. Stuff like that. What did you do? Don't laugh, but for me I had rules. Rules? What sort of rules? Yeah, I came up with rules that the "monsters" or whatever in

Bottle caps. She chews on bottle caps when she's nervous. Has me acting like a fool on purpose. For a grin or a laugh it's worth it. And I know she ain't perfect. She chain smokes. The way she inhales makes me crave an addiction. I'm looking too close.(That's not an admission.) Should I look away? Need to make a decision. She looks great in sweats. And in oversized tees. When her eyes catch the sun, or her voice sings along, makes you weak in the knees. But that's not what she needs. See, I'm better at friends. And I'm good for a laugh. I'm a shoulder to lean on, I'm an ear to listen, but no more than that. No. No more than that. And I ne

Bottle caps. She chews on bottle caps when she's nervous. Has me acting like a fool on purpose. For a grin or a laugh it's worth it. And I know she ain't perfect. She chain smokes. The way she inhales makes me crave an addiction. I'm looking too close.(That's not an admission.) Should I look away? Need to make a decision. She looks great in sweats. And in oversized tees. When her eyes catch the sun, or her voice sings along, makes you weak in the knees. But that's not what she needs. See, I'm better at friends. And I'm good for a laugh. I'm a shoulder to lean on, I'm an ear to listen, but no more than that. No. No more than that. And I ne

Rip this heart out. It's used.